This lifestyle isn't about games for me, it has had a huge influence on who/what i am. Being naturally submissive just seems right to me and i'm grateful to find out that there are so many others in this site like me. It isn't easy to discuss such beliefs and feelings with other people in general. Most of the people either think your sick or twisted or just into it for the kink factor. i don't think i'm sick (maybe a little bit twisted LOL, and although the sex (kink factor) is a very important and exciting part of it, sex isn't all of it. But because i am submissive and female, i do see myself as a sex object to be used by my Dominant / Master partner. The body of the submissive no longer belongs to her once she gives herself over to Him and that body is His to use anyway, anywhere and anytime He wants.
i have been raised to believe that women are the weaker sex and need to be dependent on the Man of the house and He is the leader, the authority and Master of her and the household - with NO exceptions no matter what. i am looking for that Master of me to take that control from me and to use me for His servant, sexual release and breeder. When i find the Master to own and collar me for life, as His property slave and servant, i can't wait to give myself totally to HIs control and leadership. i know i will need to be trained in His ways and to know how to please Him in the ways that He needs. i will dedicate myself to always putting His needs ahead of my own and i will wait to receive my pleasure only from His pleasure. Giving myself 100% to Him in every way and never looking back. Keeping Him happy and satisfied will be my only thought. If i'm lucky enough to wear His collar for all to see and to know i'm His owned property, His slave and subservient fucktoy, than i could never ask for more. i would like to find a Master to make a family with but if that isn't in the cards, then i will be content to please Him and always put a smile on His face. i am a pleasant sub, i will always greet You with a smile, a joyful spirit and enthusiastic look of desire, love, respect, obedience and anticipation in my eyes. You will be the absolute center of my focus and attention always. i will think of You ahead of myself every moment of every day. Take me and mold me to fill that spot in Your world for the submissive soul mate You desire and long for.
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