I'm ela, not JUST the girlfriend.
Everything has changed.
My life now is completely different than
what it used to be.
Everyone has changed, transformed, and grown apart.
Morals that were high have now
been lowered to the most disrespectful levels.
Everything that I had a chance for
disappeared.
And I have to say
I miss it.
I want the outgoing part of me
that was open to meeting all expectations
of putting myself out there for me
and nobody else.
I want the strength
I used to have so much of
To keep my emotions out of situations and
use my brain to think things through.
I miss the experiences of
new friends and traveling
and all the flirty love that made me blush.
Being a teenager.
Being appreciated.
I miss being important to people
and I miss my confidence.
I miss being me when I wasn't so hard on myself
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