I'm a safe, sane, harmless woman to those who pass me on the street. Unassuming, I take in the world and the people around me. I'm intelligent and witty, and don't take myself too seriously. I'm a professional. I'm a whore for good books, music, and meals. I love to explore. I have a good heart. I'm a freak about "good" music and am hopelessly addicted to my iPod. I like to think I'm a good person. And, when you get to know me, you'll find that my eyes always give me away...
But I'm done denying that I have darker desires. So, this is my first step in embracing those desires, the voice deep in my mind that says "I know you want more". Because deep down, I DO want more.
I want to find "Him"...the one that will hold my hand as we journey into this together...the one that will earn my submission as I earn his dominance...the one that will take me out of my darkness and show me the light, His light...the one that will whip me, crop me, use me, yet will also cradle me gently and softly kiss my tears away...the one that will accept me...the one that will bring me pain but never hurt me...the one that holds my heart tenderly in his hands and never want to drop it...the one that wants and desires me...
Yet, I also want to find "him"...the one that will let me earn his submission as he earns my dominance...the one that knows with his submission comes utter pleasure...the one that trusts me...the one that wants me to drive him further, push his boundaries...
I want to find a man that can help me become his perfect pet, his perfect toy. I would also love to find a man that wants to be mine. I also have certain fantasies I want to explore, especially with bisexual men. I just want...more.
Are you that man? Do you want to earn my devotion and submission? Can you intrigue me? Can you show me your light?
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My Ideal Person:
(Read the ENTIRE profile before writing or contacting me) I would love to find someone as open minded and willing to explore all aspects of sexuality with me. Respectful, considerate and discreet, he/she/they will be open and understanding. Arrogance will get you nowhere. Being cruel will get you nowhere. Be original. Intrigue me. Take me to places I've never been before. Or, better yet, let's go to those new places together. And, if you can't write well or type comprehensible letters without typos and using bad grammar, I'm probably going to be turned off by you. I love intelligent witty people that outside of a session I can talk with about a million different topics.
Our fantasies and desires don't have to match 100%. But, your sincerity, your willingness to be vulnerable (yes, you can be vulnerable while being dominant), your willingness to be real has to always be 100%.
6/23/09 UPDATE: As of now, I am dating THE most perfect man for me. I have the best of both worlds and I love it. However, we are both freaks. That being said, I/we are semi-actively looking for other bi men & women to join us. We're not perfect, so you don't have to be. We're safe, sane, D&D free. We have fantasies....can YOU fulfill them?
Please, since I'm a standard member, if you think you're interested, please write me. Winks don't mean much to me. Write and see what our fantasies are. Hell, write & just share some wonderfully wycked ideas with me.
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