i was on here a few years ago.... got busy with school and put my personal life on hold. now im graduated and on my journey to help others heal. Ive been in the lifestyle for 7+yrs, thought it would just be a phase.... but its not apparently. the more i have to be in control of things in the 'nilla' world the more i long to be truly submissive. The problem comes from finding a true and dedicated dominate, but thats not anything new. I enjoy serving and pleasing. Im a generous person, usually at my own . but thats who i am, and im not willing to change it nor do i desire to. Sex is a problem for me, ive even considered SA, but after long thoughts... i didnt think it would help. How can you put me in a room with other addicts and make us talk about sex, but yet expect me to keep my legs closed? lol  but really... from the mental to the physical cravings i have night & day, I must find gratification. ....i'm in desperate need of an ass , fist fucking, breast torture, butt spanking, tie me down, humiliating, nasty, dirty, make me cry SEX from someOne that cherishes and adores me and has the balls to take charge. too blunt?
ok, crappy & short but its something, ill think of something better later. wish me luck
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