I am 39 bbw with reddish blond hair. I love life and want to explore all of its wonderful possiblities. If a larger woman bothers you please please dont waste my time or yours. I have finally come to terms with who I am and want someone who would be comfortable with me. Not that I am not willing to lose weight in fact that is one of my goals that I hope that the one I serve would work with me on.
I am very happily married to a submissive man. He is my life partner and I love him very much. Since we are both submissive, it has been hard for us to find someone to serve together. We both seek very diffrent things in a Dominate. He is very much a physical submissive and I love the mental aspects of BDSM. My husband is not bisexual and would only thrive with a Mistress.
Over the years I have tried to be his Mistress and can do it for short periods of time. It just seems like I get his hopes up only to let him down because in the end I am not a true Domme. At this time I am going to ask him to find a woman that can be his Mistress and I am going to find someone that I can serve. I think this is the only way for us both to be happy and fulfilled.
I am a very independent person and being micro managed would do me more harm than good. But my soul does cry for someone that I can serve. I do understand what it takes to serve, and I am ready to find the one that will allow me to stay in my marriage but also let me be a true submissive.
I enjoy the mental aspects of BDSM more than the physical, but for the right person I would be willing to try what they take pleasure in. I am very interested in hypnosis and the connection between spirituality and D/s.
What I seek:
A true Dom or Domme. At this time I am not sure I wish to join a poly family that contains many submissives. I hope that I can find someone to grow with and learn how to serve. I really would love to find someone who is comfortable with themselves. I hope that they would like to explore a deep emotional and physical connection with a submissive. I want someone who is willing to let me love them. I seek someone who is kind and understanding but has a firm hand when needed.
I would not mind if my Master/Mistress is married but I absolutely require that their spouse knows about the relationship with me. I would even consider serving a couple especially if the couple contained a Dominate woman that my husband could serve.
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