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I have all the characteristics of a beautiful young woman : blood, flesh, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and lust. I feel a need for painful release,possibly on the verge of frenzy. There are few more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it, I have now surpassed. Yet,after admitting this there is no catharsis, my punishment continues to elude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself; no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. This confession has meant nothing...... B>E>E. I either need to punish or find someone strong enough to punish me.
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My Ideal Person:
A good personality consists of a HOT man or woman with a hard body, who will satisfy all my sexual demands without being too slutty about things, and who essentially will keep his dumb fucking mouth shut.
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