I'm a 35yo, curvy, full figured woman. For those of you who don't get it, I'm a bbw. I've been in the lifestyle my whole adult life. I'm very much a kid at heart. I'm very playful, love to laugh, but I can also be very quiet and keep to myself. "A serious challenge, not for the faint at heart." I'm not much of a "girly girl" so if you expect me to show up in a skirt and heels, you've got the wrong girl. I'm very down to earth, and not interested in A/anyone's money. I have a huge fetish for cuffs and chains, and I love trying to play Houdini. I don't like one night stands, I'm not a hooker. I don't have time for players or wannabees, or guys who just want to get they're rocks off. There also seems to be some confusion. Talk dirty to me and you'll get in my pants. Wrong. Talk dirty to me, and it's more likely I'm gonna ignore you. Also, if you expect me to answer your alt mail, please include a real pic. Not a pic of your penis. I find it disgusting. I want to see the real you. Penis pics are not worth my time.
I am who I am. I am a sub. I understand and know what it is to truly and completely give myself to another. The question is.. Do you know who you are?
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My Ideal Person:
My ideal person. Does anyone truly know who their ideal person is until they meet? I could sit here and give a list of what the perfect man should look like and be, but I don't believe that anyone is perfect. I am not perfect, and it would be a lie for me to try to be.
What I hope to someday find is a man who will want me as I am, for what I am, and for who I am. I hope he will love me for not being perfect and maybe love me even if my butt gets a little too big. He will love me when I cry and when I smile. He'll love me just as much when I submit to his every whim as when I make a mistake that requires punishment. He'll love me not for what I can do for him, but for who I am.
I am not perfect. If you think you are, then you are not the one for me. If you believe that you can get in my pants for a fun night, don't bother. If you don't think of this lifestyle as an actual way of life, then also, you are not the one for me. If you are not interested in a true Dom/sub relationship, you are not the one for me.
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