I honestly just realized I want to do this-
I've had many relationships that were dominant males but none that were kind and knowing that I gave myself from this place of love and trust, that's been taken for granted and my heart has been broken.
I found a man on Craigslist just curious, he told me about this...
He said he wanted to be my master but I don't think I understood what that ment and when he didn't call me I became impatiant and started looking to see if he was posting for someone else-
I quickly found that it wad not him but after forwarding that info I seemed not only insecure but insolent and he never called me again.
It may be that we weren't ment to be together but I am driving myself crazy to find that kind of love again it was the single most exillerating experiance of my life.
I think I would have been loanly however- as I am from an abusive past
( surprise, surprise ) I don't do well when neglected.
I hope to find someone to show me the way from a kind and loving place-
no blood stuff, poopy stuff, or heavy pain-
mostly need a partner that snaps me out if my float away mind and keeps me centered.
I'm am a very giving loving loyal person
I love my job and have pretty cool friends
I would live for an aggressive business man to inspire and comfort.
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My Ideal Person:
A strong man that is very patient and forgiving to teach me to love him in the right way-
someone to guide me and show me respect and teach me how to trust again-
I have not been shown a very kind world and that has left me a bit shocked its hard to be around people sometimes because i think that most people are perverse and out for themselves.
I could have long since found a rich man and married for money or sold myself short in that way somehow as thats what my mother would have had me do-
I want real chemistry and a love that will last.
If you do not look good to me or are looking for a sugar baby i'm not your girl.
i don't want to be with other women but would understand down the road if my master were to be tempted by another woman and would accept that as human.
I am not into sleeping around I'm looking for one man to serve to the best of my ability- if we work something out along the way together thats a whole new story
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