I have recently learned that I like to be hit, and tied up and hit. Even treated badly, insulted and slapped aroud in front of people. I don't know why but I want to learn more about it and am looking for someone who can help me learn abou this part of me. Oh, and I am willing to relocate, especially somewhere warm!
***November 2009***
Ok, i am a little slow but learning...i have only met with a couple of guys from here but i am learning...i REALLY get into being treated like shit in public...i know it's sick but being controlled in front of other people, even being made to keep my eyes down so i can't look at others. i never thought i could get into that but i do and its like a drug now.
****December 26th**** thank you everyone who is chatting with or talking to me. i will tell you that i react better to anyone who is not being kind to me, it seems weird to say this, but all of the guys who spend time trying to tell me how pretty i am (i know i am not) or who are trying to build my ego like i was on a date with them here just turn me off. a date is not what i am looking for...please read my profile...you can't humiliate me by telling me what a nice girl i am or how good i look...chatting or phone calls should be a taste of a future relationship. i am not looking for someone who is going to be sweet to me.
****March 1st****
i was unavailable for a couple of weeks because i thought i had found my owner(s) but the wife decided that it wasn't for her so i am looking again. please, if you are interested in me don't be a couple unless you are both truly into this...i was really getting into being a slave and i feel more lost than ever now and have a broken heart and am looking for a job all over again and a position as someone's slave/doormat...
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My Ideal Person:
This is sooo hard to write. Someone I can respect, but I think someone who likes to see girls cry, who can hurt me without doing anything permanent and who likes to choke me too. I am learning about public degrading and would like to experience more, but need someone who can move me into that slowly, ok?
please no more married guys who are just looking sneak around with someone because i am not trying to wreck anyone's home...i am trying to find one of my own..
also, please, just because i can't write everyone back on the same day instantly doesn't mean that i am not "real". i keep getting emails telling me that i am not becuase i didn't email back in 2 hours or something. i have a job that i need to support myself right now and i am only allowed to send so many emails here because i can barely afford my internet let alone pay for a gold subscription or something (and no, i will not accept offers to buy me one...sorry).
i know that none of that sounded submissive, and i really am, i am just trying to explain because so many people seem mad or hurt because i can't email them back...and i AM sorry, i just work a lot of hours and can't email everyone, even if i could afford it.
i will try to respond to anyone i can who seems real, single, and who is looking for a girl to own and mold..i am really beginning to get into slavery and need someone who is looking for a fulltime girl...
****March 1st*****
slight update, i just spent almost two weeks with a couple who were abusive/mean/degrading and who liked to hurt me, it scared the hell out of me for almost the whole time i was there but i am addicted. please, if you can be those things write me. i may lose my internet for a few days (looking for a new job) and i just refused and will continue to refuse an offer to pay it (slave, not whore until i am owned, then whatever owner wants...) so if i can't get back to you right away, please be patient..Meg
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