I am not weak, or stupid. I am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what I want out of my life. I do not submit out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength.
The pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of any relationship. The love, the trust and sharing, the words spoken and felt, those are all parts of the relationship I desire.
My submission is a gift that I do not give lightly, and can only be given to One who can appreciate that gift and return it tenfold. Only to He who has that strength will I give myself fully, because I am strong and proud.
The most special part of submitting for me is that level of intimacy and soul connection with another. Each veil that is removed, each boundary crossed, each lash accepted and begged for, each time of being taken to the outer most regions of letting go of control..... all of this is the glue that binds me completely to another. To become completely naked and vulnerable on every level, then give more than I think I can and see the pride, love and devotion in His eyes...well that is the greatest Gift imaginable.
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