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This is not my first profile here(1st was 5yrs ago and second was a little less than 2yrs ago),and I could kick myself for deleting the last one. Some things came into play in my life that I felt I couldn't focus on the emotional aspects of a D/S relationship or even play. And still at this point I am not wanting to put myself all out there. I will move at my own pace and when I am ready again, I will know. There is so much I miss of myself when I was exploring my depths and it will take me a while to dive back in.
2/22/10
I am starting to desire it again......the need for that feeling I get when I know exactly what is expected of me. The one that makes me feel safe and understood more than I have ever been understood. Not sure if I am ready to indulge myself in RL yet but I am definitely beginning to get back to the place within myself where I am confident and willing to open that part of myself up again.
8/11/10
Well that didn't work out the way I planned. I ended up staying with a man that was very abusive. I guess I had the right idea but when it came down to it I fell back into my same old "victim" pattern. So here I am, broken inside after months of being told I was worthless and mad at myself for letting this happen again. I want the confident, sexy, playful woman back and I just don't know if she will she ever come back to me again.
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My Ideal Person:
I am just wanting to make friendships at this time. I am open to meeting new people, anyone who is a pleasure to talk with, male or female. If you think you can be a good friend to me and are not contacting me with the intention of making a conquest, I would invite you to feel free to contact me. I do enjoy talking about sexuality and being a little naughty/flirty but don't be rude/cross the line. If you show me you want to know ME and don't push I open up nicely.
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