I am currently under the ownership, tutledge, Training and care of Master Lazarus. Any wishes to communicate with His slave must first be approved by my Master who can be contacted at painterguy1969 here on ALT. Thank you for your respectful cooperation.
When i first entered this lifestyle i tried it as a Domme. It only made sense to me, as i exacted precise control over every aspect of my life that i possibly could. While i certainly enjoyed the Top role, i found it lacking. Then, purely by chance, i found that i kinda liked being told what to do. Huh. Never would have thought that. i wondered if, perhaps, i might find that missing piece there, maybe i needed someOne to take the weight of that constant control off my shoulders. So, i pursued my new found curiosity about bottoming.
i searched for a Master or Mistress that could help me explore and teach me. i certainly found that but, i also found much more. i met the Man that would completely steal my heart away when i was not offering it up. Oddly enough, anything close to a LTR was the very last thing He sought, as well. And so, with each of U/us pointlessly fighting the urge to fall in loveā¦W/we did so anyway! i am now a happily owned slave that adores her Master more than she ever thought one person possibly could. my heart, body, and mind are completely His. He understands me completely though, and lets His girl occasionally indulge that Dominant/Switchy side. So, i believe i found my perfect balance, my kinky zen if you will.
Now, i mostly bop around on sites like this to find comradeship and to learn. i'm always open to new friends to blather over randomness or have deep philosophical discussions with. But, please show both my Master and me the respect W/we have asked for and adhere to the request at the top of my page. W/we do this for many reasons. Once Master Lazarus has given the green light, i would be more than happy to yack Y/your ear off!
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My Ideal Person:
Fun, intelligent kinksters that are looking for nothing more than friendship.
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