I am single, divorced from a very unwilling man who broke my heart too many times. I am ready and hoping to be with One who won't. I am not experienced in this lifestyle yet, but it is something that I have felt my whole life to be a part of me and more importantly it is what I am made up of. I hope to find the right person for me (don't we all?). I long to feel taken care of, protected, cherished, desired. To know that no matter what happens in everyday life I have someone who is my haven and I can depend on them as they can me. I have no idea if I will ever find this person, I only know I won't settle for less than I deserve ever again.
I've always wanted to be able to explore my submissive side, but haven't found One whom I've been comfortable enough with or who wants to try or is capable of letting her come out and play. I do have a tendency to become distant when I feel I am not getting what I need/want. Capture my mind and the rest will follow.
Sometimes we build walls not to protect ourselves but to see who cares enough to break them down.
Read my blog if you'd like to see inside my head. It's just general, random ramblings...basically just my train of thought...which often gets derailed..lol. 
****Please realize I am not a petite person, I am a BBW and if that's not what you're into, don't bother contacting me. I'm not a 'delicate flower', but I am tender hearted.****
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My Ideal Person:
Someone looking for the possibility of a LTR, who is willing to be very patient with me, I can be trying and a challenge so I've been told. I love to laugh and have fun, a sense of humor goes a long way because I am a goof, I won't deny that.
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