I am a 23 year old student that has almost got her law decree. I am now writing my final thesis (horribly boring) and hope to really get my grade in October. Although student life has been good fun, it is not the scene where I can fulfill my life’s purpose. I always promised myself that before I will do what everybody does, find a job, work, go out (try to extent student life), slowly settle into the routine and before you realize it you lead a boring life, I will take some time to see if I can lead the life that I want to live. My own life!
Through the years I have come to realize very well what my purpose in life is, what my own life would entail! I am a toy, a sex toy, more precisely a sex doll. I want to go the distance to fulfill my purpose, first of all this means finding an owner (male or female), so hopefully this site will help me in that. I want to look as much as possible as my owner’s perfect doll, so I am happy to undergo surgery etc. I want to be treated as a doll, talked to as a doll, used as a doll, named as a doll, I want to be a doll. However, one big difference exists between me and your regular doll and that is that I am alive. It means you have to use me like you would use a regular doll, but being used like that only gets me aroused, it makes me crave even more, so even though I am highly submissive I will turn into an active and alive doll. Hope you do not mind.
A doll does not have a will of its own, I would love that and I am happy to give it up to the right owner. However, for this it will be necessary that my cravings are fulfilled, my owner should not only respect this doll for what she is, but he/she should love his/her doll. My cravings are in part the same as any mortal, food and drink. My other craving is what you have a sex doll for, sex lots of it. Not to talk any one down, but if you want me for yourself it is not going to work, because it will not be possible for one person to satisfy me. You need to be ok with sharing me, actually you need to be active in creating opportunites to share me. Yes, I am a doll that does require a lot of attention, so you may throw me in the corner after use, but only after I have been used real good and satisfied. I do have a preference for certain sexual activities, but not having a will of my own does mean that my owner decides. Of course it would not work to be owned by someone who does not share my preferences. My preferences include, humiliation, anal play, oral, group sex, cum play, bi sexual play, toys, fisting, pee play, dirty perverted games and public sex.
The above may sound strange, intimidating, stupid, unreal or give you any other emotions, that is fine but please do not judge me for it. It took me years to realize what it is I want and crave and even longer to actually be able to give in to it and go for it. Now I have reached that stage, I hope I get the opportunity to live my purpose.
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