Hello, thank you for viewing me. I'm a male sub with some but little real life experiences.
After the break up of a bad relationship, I may be lucky enough to soon be a service slave to
a certain Lady who is moving to this area. I say that because I've decided that utter blunt
honesty is the only way to be in a relationship. I'm unsure how service to the just mentioned
Lady will affect my ability to play with others, but assuming its allowed, I'd like to
engage in sane safe consensual play with dominant females and couples where either the female
or both partners are dominant. At this time I do not wish 24/7 or live in situations.
Living in a small town, discretion is a must for me. Also, it seems pathetic, but I am an
inexperienced driver, so at least for now am not up to the interstate. Honesty again. I do
not want to build false expectations.
People tell me that I am a nice man, well educated, and have a good but odd sense of humor.
I am mentally and emotionally stable. My mind is sharp and my body fair.
Personality wise, I'm usually quiet, and rather shy and reserved. In social, sexual and
erotic situations I tend to be cooperative and passive. In my profession I am aggressive,
but still nice, so I hear. Most people regard me as pretty boring and bookish. I suppose
thats true, but there are a lot of things inside me that would surprise people.
I'm submissive. That does not equal doormat. It doesn't mean I'm weak, nor guarantee that
I'm strong, though this boy has found out he's a lot stronger inside than he ever suspected.
It doesn't mean good, it doesn't mean bad, it doesn't mean brave it doesn't mean coward.
It means submissive. This will not make any sense to some people, but that is fine.
Submissives, and slaves too, are still people with feelings. If you can't deal with that
then by all means pass this boy by.
Also, Dominance/submission is a different thing
from kinky sex....although come to think of it kinky sex is very nice too 
Thats all this one can think to say right now; I just wanted to replace the downer of a profile
I've been using to something a little more (pardon the expression) 'normal', for me anyway.
UPDATE: From now and ever more, this boy will think of Labor Day 2003 as the Great Divide between the part of his life spend in darkness and the part where he is himself in front of others with bright sunlight streaming in the windows. This boy spent three days in the care of Master Randy and LadyL, and
as MR had said it was in all seriousness a life changing experience.
If you have not, read the profile of LadyL_Mstrandy. Every word
is true, and much more beside that. This boy would like to list all the
good things about LadyL and Master Randy, but cannot...would be
typing all day II guess it's to be expected of a novice sub/slave who
has just had his first real experiences, and tremendously positive
ones at that, but this boy is unashamed to admit that he has the biggest crush on both MR and LadyL
The new profile pictures are this boy, and their handywork. Being
nude and in cuffs, accepting as well as I could what was offered,
was utter undiluted, pure joy.
UPDATE: This boy has met Mistress Kay, an old and Dear friend of LadyL and Master Randys. This boy will hopefully be her boy here,
and is so happy. The Lady is marvelous...firm and no nonsense, yet
kind and compassionate. This boy thinks he can learn and grow tremendously with her guidence. This boy will not play with others
without her advice and approval.
Sadly, this boy doesn't remember enough Latin to properly state
'She came, She saw, She conquered'
This boy has stood outside the circle of Service his whole life,
looking in achingly but held back by fear. Now a small step inside has been taken, and even better this boy has people he regards as
mentors and friends. People this boy trusts. The future looks bright to this boy again.
Boy laughs with pleasure...after all this time, this boy is himself.
Update: Time rolls on and things change or stay the same. The long distance relationship with Master Randy and LadyL proved too hard for me. Though I am no longer under contract with Them, I count Them as two of my dearest friends. They do sometimes come to visit and a good time is had by A/all
It looks like Mistress Kay will collar me in November. She wants me to have the time between to explore and meet people, under Her protection.
A Dear and cherished friend is Lady Kia, who has helped me through some rough times, and I hope I
have been of some use to Her too. She of all the Dominant people I know is the one I feel most comfortable being silly with when I need to.
More friends...Diamond, Chad, Ruby, Lady Anna...
I am so lucky to have all these people around me.
A friend that we lost, our much loved Wendy passed away suddenly a while back. When ever I feel sad
I just remember the last time I saw Her, thnking Her for the beating She'd given me and Her saying 'He wore my arm out!" with such pride.
Grins... onward and upward.
Update: I'm now a free agent. I serve Master Randy and LadyL when opportunity permits, and am seeking to
gain perspective by interacting with more people than in the past. I'm not owned, nor am I looking to be at this time. I wanted to put this in as the rambling that is my profile caused some confusion.
PS...the Lady known as Asianlicious here on alt is a lovely person
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My Ideal Person:
A Dominant female or couple where either the female or both partners are dominant
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