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Gorean, Pagan & Poly! I am 5" 7", 175 lbs, and reasonably fit! I have long Silver Hair, a Mustache & Beard..(Rueful Smile}! I am an "Alpha Male", who has lived "Full Time" as a Gorean Master for over 30yrs and someone who understands that being a Master does not mean being a "Petty Vindictive Asshole"..(Serious Rueful Look)! I know that "True Mastery And/Or True Submission" is a "State Of Being" a thing of the heart, mind, and spirit..(Tender Look)! "Mastery" is "Not" demonstrated/proven by or through "Excessive" physical, mental or emotional abuse! By my way of believing if a Master has to convince others or themselves of their "Authority" by constant nit picking, berating, humiliating, and punishing, then they are not a Master but a "Little Boy With An Insecurity Complex"..(Very Serious Look)! Do not misunderstand me; "Discipline" is very necessary, but far too often the required self-control so that it does not become abuse merely for the sake of it, is "Lacking"..(Very Sad Look)! While I can and do get "Pleasure" from inflicting "Pain"..(Hungry & Feral Little Smile).., when/if the slave in question "Needs That Feeling" and/or needs "Pain" to reach "sub-space"..(Very Wicked Little Grin), I consider that to be "Pain For Pleasure" not "Punishment" and for the most part, to be "A Very Loving & Tender" experience shared between the Master and his "slave/s"..(Extremely Serious Look)!
I "Well Understand" that allot of the people in BDSM, most especially in the online community need to grow up, get a life, and a reality check..(Deadly Serious Look)!I tell people over and over again that in this day and age you "Can Not", for all intents and purposes "Own" anyone, that you do not have the power of "Life And Death" over them/you cannot torture, main, or even hurt them with impunity, if you do you will go to Jail with a quickness..(Very Serious Look)! Therefore, a "girl's" submission/service is a "Gift" not a "Right" and the only thing that can/will make a girl want to be a "slave", is a need & desire to please/serve so "Powerful" that it overshadows and affects every "Facet" of her life & heart, further what makes her crave/need to serve a particular master is his "Presence" plain and simple, you have to evoke/arouse the "Fire In Her Belly" and the "Trust" in her heart & spirit..(Very Serious Look)! That makes a girl's "Submission" a very special & precious thing indeed..(Serious Tender Look)..and because you cannot really own anyone a "Master/slave" relationship is "Just That" a relationship..(Extremely Serious Look)! It does not mean the Master can do or say anything to/with her, she does not give up the "Basic Human Right To Choose" because she can always say that if you force me to do or be this, I will not wear your collar and this relationship is over..(Deadly Serious Look)!
To me, this means that a Master should act and behave in a "Manner" that shows his slave how much he "Honors" her gift to him, that he acknowledges & appreciates what she does or gives up for him, that he respects the "Strength & Love" that allows her to be able to give give him/want him to have anything that makes him happy and comfortable, even at the cost of her own feelings or wants and that allows her to be happy & pleased to do so, "Most Of The Time" anyway..(Teasing Grin).., "Just Because It Pleases Him", that he will cherish & treasure her love and service..(Very Deadly Serious Look)! If he does not arouse/evoke these feelings within her body, heart & spirit, if he takes her for granted, abuses her, and forces her to do things abhorrent to her just because he can, he is showing her that he does not "Honor" the gift of her love & service and she has every right to tell him "Take A Hike" and take his..uumm.."Collar" with him..(Simple Look)! The Master/slave "Union" will never be "Fair" by it's very definition/existence, but there can and should be a "Balance" that allows "All" involved to be "Happy & Content"..(Deadly Serious Look)!
Now for the more mundane things, I am retired military/self-employed, I run a small computer business from my home & do some bounty hunting & security work on the side, my average income from my retirement/rental income and depending if/how much I choose to work is a minimum of $50,000+ a year! I own 3 cars and I own/share my 4 bedroom home because I prefer to keep down expenses! I like the outdoors, music & dancing, good food & conversation, going to & watching movies at home on the big screen TV..(Smile), reading & playing video games on the computer! I guess I sill have a little bit of the "Boy Child" in me..(Rueful Grin)! Being a "Romantic" and feeling no contradiction/conflict between those "Feelings" and being a "Master", I also enjoy "Making Love In A Thunderstorm","Moonlight Walks Along A Beach" & "Cuddling Beside A Fire", etc;..(Wicked Teasing Little Smile)! I am part Cherokee & part Creek Indian with the rest a "Mixture" of Scott, Irish, Welsh and English/Saxon, my "Celtic" & "Indian" heritages are important parts of my life & spirituality..(Serious Look)! I believe in "Living & Enjoying" life, not just existing..(Serious Look)!.., I am passionate & intense, I have no problem saying or showing how I feel, what I want & need or the way i like things to be..(Very Serious Look)! I am a very "Physically Affectionate" person, I enjoy having my hands on my girl and having her hands on me..(Serious Smile).., I am a "Feedback" person that gets great "Pleasure & Satisfaction" from the enjoyment and pleasure of the girl that I am with..(Serious Looks)! I have a "Wicked"..(Teasing Grin)..sense of humor and I love to laugh, I am not so "Full Of Myself" that I can't "Tease & Play", laugh when I do something ridiculous or admit it when i make a mistake..(Very Serious Look)!
I am an honest, strong willed, outspoken & open minded individualist that is very comfortable being in complete control not only of my life but of the lives of those around me! In my case it is not "Fear" that motivates me, like it does so many others, nor am I a "Control Freak" but I do have "Very Deep & Powerful" feelings of caring & responsibility that compel my desire & need to protect those I consider a part of my family either by blood or by desire..(Extremely Serious Look)! I will not tolerate "Liars, Players, Users & Abusers or Head Game's" so if you are one of those types of people, I would advise you to steer clear of me..(Very Serious Look)! Understand also that I am not "Desperate" nor am I a "Fool", therefore please do not "Insult My Intelligence" by messaging me, pretending to be a "Young/Beautiful" girl from this or any other country, or any girl from another country "Desperately" wanting to get to know and/or be owned by me, young girls that truly want/appreciate relationships with older men or girls that have the "Resources/Commitment" to come to the US and actually meet a potential "Master" are very "Rare/Special" they are the exception, not the rule and I will make you "Prove To Me That You Are Real", before I invest time/effort in you..(Very Serious Look).., further do not ask me to send you "Money For Any Reason", regardless of your life situation or circumstances, until if/when we have looked into each others eyes, spent time together, and I know that you are a "Real Person"..(Deadly Serious Look)!
I have recently "Re-Vamped" my profile, by moving some of "My Feelings/Words, regarding different aspects of our lifestyle from my profile, to the "My Blog" section/area and since "Standard Members" can view my complete Profile and Pics for "Free"..(Teasing Smile).., if you wish to "Know" more of me, then feel free to "Browse"..(Serious Look)!!!
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My Ideal Person:
I am "{Not}" A "Drug Addict", I am "Disease Free", and I do "{Require}" the same from you..(Extremely Serious Look)! I am looking for "Fun, Pleasure, & Serious Companionship", I am willing to "Train & Teach" upon occasion, "Depending On The Circumstances" for girls that are not wanting/needing a 24/7 or L/T commitment..(Serious Smile)! I am "Not" looking for "Online Or Fantasy" relationships, things can begin here but "Know And Understand" that it will become "Real Time" as soon as we are "Both" sure that is what we want & life circumstances allow..(Serious Look )! I enjoy having a "Good Little Girl" in my life..(Kind Smile)..and I have no problem with a girl that has "Family", two or four legged..(Wry Grin).., as I have them myself, however only the 4 legged ones still live with me..(Teasing Smile)..and should she become a part of my household, her "Family" would become as my "Own".. (Deadly Serious Look)!
What basically attracts or intrigues me, is what I refer to as an "alpha" slave and that is a woman who is very "Strong Willed, Stubborn And Even a Little Sassy At Times"..(Wicked Teasing Little Smile)! She is a constantly seeking her "Master", the "One" that can evoke her "Slave Heat", which is both her desire & craving to please or serve and the sexual beast "Prowling" restlessly beneath her "Veneer" of self-control, the "One" that can "Inspire" the trust of her heart & spirit, thus compelling her "Service" not from "Fear Or Force" but from "Love & Her Need Make Him Happy"..(Extremely Serious & Tender Look)! An "alpha" slave, will not give her submission easily and only to "One" that does or can compel the "Belief" in her that: 1)he has the "Strength Of Will" to be able to dominate & control her, 2)he has "Honor" enough to truly respect the "Precious Gift" she has given him, 3)he has the required "Self Control" so that discipline does not become abuse merely because he can, 4)he has "Heart" enough to do what is necessary to "Keep"her..(Very Serious Look)! An "alpha" slave, by her very nature, can and will take care of herself or her "Family" and when or if she is in a relationship with a "Weak" male she will usually be the "Dominate" partner and can even enjoy doing so for a time..(Serious Look)..but because her "True Nature" is "slave" she will grow tired, frustrated & bored with him always "Feeling & Knowing" there is something more and/or missing from her life..(Very Serious Look)!
I prefer a "Well Built" girl and have a fondness for "Big Boobs", I was bottle fed as a baby, what can I say..(Teasing Grin)? For me "True Beauty Or Sexy" comes from the "Inside"..(Tender Look)..and what is big or small is relative to the type & proportions of each person's body! Hell, no matter how beautiful or handsome you are, that fades with time and if you have not found someone that loves you for who & what you are inside, then you will end up "Old And Alone"! Further, if you have "Lived Life" you will have the scars, lines & marks to prove it and they should be respected & accepted as the "Battle Scars" of a Warrior..(Serious Smile)! If you are looking for a "Serious Relationship & Wish To Share My Life", then you must have "A Strong Will": to be able to stay at my feet, even through the hard or bad times! You must have "Heart": so that your love can support/strengthen me and that enables you to be "Certain" of your place in my heart & life! You must have "Fire": that compels my "Respect For You As A Person" and feeds your passion & desire to please/serve me! You must have "A Kind, Giving & Gentle Spirit"; thus enabling you to understand & accept that my love, strength & protection could be needed by others and that allows you to make a "Home" for all that are a part of our household..(Very Serious Look)! I will have nothing less that "Total & Complete" submission/obedience..(Very Serious Look)! I fully realize that I "Require & Demand" much, but do not be dismayed or intimated, you will find that I also "Give Much" in return for your "Love & Service"! If you are truly "slave" and I am the one destined to be your "Master", then all of these things will fall into place, for what is meant to be, "Will Be"..(Serious Smile)! Serve Well girl and "Walk In Beauty"..(Serious Tender Smile)!
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