Even more recently, I have met and fallen madly in love with an amazing and wonderful man......who also happens to be quite dominant and even a little sadistic. My tag line says it all folks......I'm just not waiting for looking for anyone or anything as I am happier than I have been in a decade probably! With that said, read on!
Recently, my life has taken a turn to the more hectic. Those that know me, didn't believe that to be possible given my already insanely busy life. However, yet again, I have proven everyone wrong and committed to making the May Mentor Madness an annual event.......only bigger and better next year of course! I have already started planning and coordinating in fact. I have also committed to hosting 6 themed parties over the next 18 months and bringing the DFW area some weekend seminars/educational opportunities. If you are a performer or teach demos of different types of play, please feel free to contact me to see if we might be able to work something out for you to come to the Dallas area. We would love to have you!
me, me, me....hmmmmm.....let's see.....if you were to ask my friends or family about me undoubtedly most of them would tell you that I am the furthest thing there is from being submissive. They would tell you that I almost always insist on being in control. I am a leader not a follower! And they would be so right to say all of that! I am a leader. I am a control freak sometimes *giggles*. I have had very few relationships where i didn't "wear the pants!" LMAO.....but boy those few that I have had that I didn't wear them......that is what I am here for. If I have learned nothing else in my life, I will forever cherish the fact that I learned to release that control of myself to another. I will hold dear the thought of kneeling before Him at His feet. Or the feel of His hand twisted in the back of my hair as He pulls me to Him. There is just no greater joy than knowing that there is nothing in the world that I wouldn't do for Him.....to please Him. I am a slave......not a submissive. I have no desire for His control to ever end. And certainly not end once leaving the bedroom. I am not saying that I require micromanagement.....I don't but I do require the 24/7 constant knowledge of His dominance and my place with Him.
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My Ideal Person:
He is strong, confident, caring, understanding and yes harsh. But most of all, this person is one that will know how great a gift I am offering with my submission (as very few will ever truly see my deepest submission) just as this one is offering me the greatest gift they have to offer.......their control over me! He will be willing to help me push all of my limits. I am looking for the one that can steal my heart, mind, body and soul! The one that will captivate me from the moment we say hello and resides in my thoughts in every passing moment once we depart each others company. The one that I dream of after slipping off to sleep. My One will not only be my Master, but also my best friend....the One that helps complete me, just as I help complete Him.
It is highly likely that you will know early on if I would or could ever submit to you (I can usually tell with first contact). There is a very definite line drawn in how I interact with people that I could/would/do submit to and those I don't. There aren't many that I have found that have that strength yet, but thank goodness, I seem to have this remarkable radar for finding "that feeling". Don't be offended if you aren't one of them, it just means that our path together is just meant to lead us somewhere else.
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