i am a tennis player and a photographer and a beginning kickboxer, i have two dogs. i like going out and dancing and listening to music. i grew up in Australia and i have that accent.
Everyone thinks i'm this little innocent girl. No one knows the dark things that have been done to me, and how much i loved them.
The first (and only) Man who owned me was a poet. He was the most beautiful thing in the world to me, He made me dizzy with His kindness and His cruelty and His creativity. i want to find that again.
If there is a Man who will dominate and own me with ruthless beauty, i will give Him everything, i will serve Him absolutely and never say no to anything He wants.
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My Ideal Person:
i want to find a Master who will hurt and use me and still make me feel loved. A strong and beautiful Man, a poet or an artist maybe, who feels comfortable reading me bedtime stories or shredding my ass with a singletail.
If a Master is unbearably intense one minute and unbelievably tender the next, He will have me forever. i like candles and knives and shibari and electricity and fire and being choked.
Please. i want to be owned by an artist. This means, NO FORM LETTERS. Show you're creativity. i would be happy to belong to an ugly old Man, if He wrote me beautiful letters. Letters that overwhelm me and make me feel soft.
i do not mind being Your number two girl, or even Your number three or four or five, if You fill my world with beauty and pain and passion. i miss that so much.
UPDATED: i haven't been replying to many letters and i'm sorry, i've basically been reading them and figuring out what it is that i want. There are so many intense and beautiful Men here! What a joy it is to be alive in such a springtime.
The letters i've been getting have frightened me, not because the Men are scary (well, most of them anyway), but because this path holds a lot of psyhcological danger; i might let Someone have total control over me, and He might use it to turn me into a self-loathing husk of a human being. Is it possible to find a Master who will make me grovel and still allow me to keep my self-esteem?
i want to be treated firmly and fairly. A dog that is beaten for no reason is an unhappy dog, confused and unpleasant to be around. But if You punish a dog when it's bad and reward it when it's pleasing, it will learn what You want of it and work to make You smile, it will be happy and loyal and eager to please. i want to be Your good dog.
Will You tell me Your ideas on this?
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