New entry below!! March 2010
I get a lot of e-mails from others that say my profile is difficult to read. *blushes* While I realize that I have update on top of update here, it is intended to be read from the bottom up....I guess! *grin* Anywahoo....to try and make it a little easier for those of you who can't read my mind (and I can't imagine why not....it IS in the handbook ya know *grin*), I have decided to number my entries. From the very first, up to the last one. Some of the stuff in the previous entries will still be accurate though, but it's general stuff! I hope that clears it up a bit....and sorry, but I do talk a lot! Unless ordered not to, of course! *wink*
8th entry(March 2010)....well i got through that horrific thing called nursing school!! you all will be pleased to know you have one more kinky nurse out there taking care of you! i did finish back in 2008, but the reason i haven't been around as much is because i met someone right before i graduated, and it has turned into a RL relationship. i wasn't looking. i resisted it like crazy, but he was quite persistent. he is into BDSM and a bit more of a sadist than i was looking for, but he has grown on me, and i think i have grown on him as well. we have discussed having a third person join us occasionally, but finding someone else that is into kink and us as well is a bit difficult. plus i am shy as hell in rl. so i finally thought...why not look here??? i am still a standard member so if you are interested (man or woman) you'll have to write, but i won't be able to view your profile unless you attach it. we have discussed having either a man or a woman join us. he wants to see me used as a slut should be used with a cock in my mouth and my pussy simultaneously and who am i to argue? *big ass grin* he also has fantasies of two women together sucking his wonderful cock. i'm sure that other fun stuff would come into play, but these are our first thoughts. we would want you to be clean, and disease free of course. just give me a shout if you are interested in getting to know us better (which btw would be something that would happen first before any of that sex stuff). we spend alot of time at the beach, so if you love the coast you'll enjoy us there too i look forward to hearing from you
hugs and kisses
ltp
7th entry....My membership is up for renewal, and while I still was hoping to find someone here (btw, I have met via e-mail lots of wonderful and thoughtful Doms.), I have to take another break. I got accepted into the nursing program (YAY and OMG!!), which means that I have to be 100% focused on school. So until May 2008, ~ltp~ will be studying her bum off! Take care of yourselves, love hard, and play harder!
kisses and hugs
~ltp~
6th entry...start at the bottom and work your way up please! (damn that sounds hot and naughty *grin*)
I have only been out with one other person since the teacher and not for lack of being asked....I just seem to have become very picky. Not such a good thing, I don't think. Plus it took me quite some time to get over that one. So while I am able to move forward now, I seem to have this list of criteria; the right age, similar interests, do we live close enough to each other? Is he interesting outside of BDSM? Does he like to laugh and joke around, and flirt with me endlessly? LOL So you see my dilemma! Then I just read something that a Dom wrote in his profile...he wrote " Women with a laundry list of what and who they want; how bout you meet someone and keep an open mind, accept him for who he is rather than this preconceived notion you have of the perfect man." Boy was that a slap in the face, cause it is sooooo me! I didn't mean for it to be me, but I think that after I thought I found the "one", yet he didn't return those same feelings, well, I just started looking for reasons not to like some guys/Doms. And that was wrong, and close minded. So I am giving this a whirl....doing the openminded thing, but I will be honest enough to say that I'm not just gonna ball up my list and throw it away! I'm just gonna trim it down a bit. *wink* One thing that is important to me is attraction between the two of us. Now I don't show my face here on alt., because I have this horror of one of my kids, or their friends seeing me! Can you imagine that conversation? LOL And I can understand why others refrain from showing their faces also. But if you write and are serious about getting to know me...if you send a face pic., I will return the favor! I also have set age limits...although I would probably go out with someone a bit younger than too much older. My settings are on 38-48, but I can possibly have my way of thinking changed if you're good enough with words. *wink* I'm still interested in the BDSM/vanilla combo! LOL Now I feel like I am at a drive thru! But BDSM or D/s can't overtake my life. As much as I love D/s and need it in my life, I wouldn't want it every minute of my life. My kids are adults now, so they aren't a problem. I am, however, still going to school part time and I work full time plus overtime! But for the right Dom, I will cut back on that overtime! School however is not an option, as I have to be able to take care of me. If you are the type of Dom I seek, then it won't be a problem anyway. Alright, enough of this latest update! I told ya I talk a lot! And I hope the numbering system works out for whomever is brave enough to read through all of this! *grin* Happy searching to all!
hugs
~ltp~
5th entry:
Well I have decided to come back to alt., after the last update below, to see if perhaps I can find a loving, kind, compassionate Dom....again! Still doing the school, work, and kids thing, but all work and no play make ltp an extremely horny gal!
Unfortunately I have very little free time, but I have found that I very much miss being controlled and dominated by a caring Dom. The most important thing in any relationship is trust, for if I am to give you control, I have to be able to trust you. This means you should be honest about what you want, who you are, and what you expect of me. I do not wish to be controlled or dominated 24/7. My ideal goal is to find someone that, like me, enjoys various aspects of bdsm, and would like to mix in a vanilla lifestyle with it. Having kids (I have two) makes it impossible to be a slave to anyone, and that is not my desire. However a nice mix of vanilla and bdsm would be awesome! I think becoming friends first is very important, as is communication. Alot of communication! Going back to school is very important to me and anyone that I would be with would have to be supportive of that. I haven't been with anyone since the "teacher" and he and I are still great friends! I am disease free and expect the same in a potential partner. The bi fantasies remain...which reminds me...I need to answer a letter! Maybe that fantasy will not just be a fantasy anymore! I look forward to hearing from those of you who have similar interests. And if there is anything I have not covered that you want to know...please ask! Good luck to all on their individual journeys! kisses
4th entry:
Last update...the teacher has decided to move on and so have I....I will be taking a break from alt. for awhile now! Gonna focus on school, work, and my kids! I wish all success in their journeys! Btw...you can meet great people here...I have...so don't give up!
hugs and kisses
~ltp~
3rd entry:
Update to the update: Even though I know I can't have him forever....it has been harder trying to live without my teacher in my life than I thought it would be. Therefore he and I are once again seeing each other. I don't know how long this will last, but for now it is what makes me happy. So for now I am taken. I still have this hot fantasy of another woman and myself being told what to do to each other by my Dom/teacher, and him being pleasured too, of course! So if any women are interested, I will be here a little longer. My subscription expires in November....and whether I am still with him or not....I will most likely take a break from alt. for awhile. Maybe a short break...but a break never the less. I have met many wonderful people here at alt. There were some I never answered and will always wonder if you were the "one' for me. That unfortunately is my loss, however I do appreciate all inquirys from everyone. If there are any here who would like to remain friends after I leave, please write and I will give you an e-mail to reach me. Kisses to you all!
~ltp~
2nd entry:
Update: I was very lucky and found a wonderful teacher here on alt. Unfortunately, I fell for him, and I am not his type for a LTR. Therefore I will now be looking for friends while letting my heart heal. I have no regrets and am thankful to have had him as my teacher and friend for the past few months, so it does happen folks...you can meet decent people here on alt. I would also like to take this time to apologize to any that I didn't answer or write to while I was involved with him.
At some point in my life I do hope to find the "one." The "one" that I will spend my life with while continuing to experience all there is (within my limits, and there are less of them now thanks to him!) in a D/s relationship. But I feel that is further down the road.
So I am interested in finding out exactly what kind of Doms are out there, and what it is about a submissive woman that would make you want to spend the rest of your life with her. Maybe I'll pick up some pointers along the way, maybe I'll meet a friend who will turn out to be the "one."
I still have my bi fantasies...and am also open to just meeting women for friendship and eventually maybe some yummy girlie sex!
So some of the stuff below has changed. I have now been involved with two r/l Doms and have been a part of the lifestyle for over 2 years now...so I still think of myself as a newbie. And I am sure there is more to learn! Looking forward to making new friends!
1st entry...the begining!
Most of my friends say that I have an easy going personality. I tend to be a little shy until I get to know you well. I have, in just the last year, learned that I have a submissive nature. I have only been involved in one r/l relationship. I need someone to teach me how to be a true submissive, someone who is stern when necessary, yet kind and patient. I also seem to require a lot of reinforcement that you are actually interested in me as a human being and not as a convenience. I love sex and am into kinky as well as experimental play, but also love just the plain 'ole traditional sex as well. i'm now in a relationship with a wonderful man who is also my Dom (March 2010).
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My Ideal Person:
i have finally found my "one" and he loves me for me. life is good
I am looking for the "one" that would enjoy a vanilla/bdsm lifestyle...possibly LTR. A kind, yet stern Dom who can also be romantic and compassionate. Someone who loves to laugh is always a plus. Someone who can go from a dinner out on the town to making me feel like the little cumslut I am.
I consider myself straight but have had bi fantasies. Oh hell, I have been with a woman before, okay? It was quite erotic, but I have never had another opportunity present itself. I would be interested in including another woman, if the Dom is okay with that! LOL...what Dom wouldn't be? I think women are beautiful and sensual and I know from my one experience that nothing feels as erotic as having my lips on a beautiful woman's pussy! Or my tongue inside of her. I also think it would be extremely hot to have my Dom there telling us what to do to each other. OMFG...I am so hot just thinking about this! So all you beautiful and horny women get in touch with me also! Maybe we can find that kind yet stern Dom together! Sensuality and foreplay are always nice, but I would assume that would be at the Dom's discretion! Hopefully I wouldn't be too naughty and be allowed these pleasures occasionally! I love to laugh and conversation is a must!! No relationship can flourish without communication!
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