hmm who am i?
the answer to that question took many roads and a long time to find.
i am....
passion, wild, deep, unafraid, freaky, open, honest, talented.
i live each moment to the fullest for the only thing that is certain is death so fear is not barrier for me.
i am many things and i seek many things. i want love first and foremost. the rest will come
Where you are
The room still smells
Like the pants you wore last night
Wild and musty
Dragging me into memories
Of you and me
Hot and steamy
Livid in the heat of repressed love
Or was it lust
To see you go killed me
To wake and be left with your essence
Wafting in and out
Man perfume blown to hell by the air conditioner
Wasted on the bed sheets that still cling
Even though my skin has since dried
Was my heart supposed to ache...?
To miss what had only now been revealed
A talent show that touched too deep
Lying silent
In the darkness sealed by tight curtains
Hanging on the remnants of our passion and your scent
What I would give to be where you are
(C)2005
if you want to experience someone who will take you to the limit of what it means to please and to be pleased well then....you might be biting off more than you can chew.
happy eating
"There are only two ways to live your life: One is as though nothing is a miracle, The other is as though everything is a miracle. I believe in the latter."
-- Albert Einstein
We live in a world of theophanies. Holiness comes wrapped in the ordinary. There are burning bushes all around you. Every tree is full of angels. Hidden beauty is waiting in every crumb. Life wants to lead you from crumbs to angels, but this can happen only if you are willing to unwrap the ordinary by staying with it long enough to harvest its treasure.
-- Macrina Wiederkehr
"Everything that happens to you is your teacher. The secret is to learn to sit at the feet of your own life and be taught by it. Everything that happens is either a blessing which is also a lesson, or a lesson which is also a blessing."
Polly Berends
[if254 1]
My Ideal Person:
hello stranger
what has brought you here?
the uncertainity makes it all ever so exciting
will you grasp?
you have this moment to live
this second to act
will you wait where the road forks
or begin a journey
into the unknown
caring, deep, intelligent....just to name a few. you will never know unless you strike up a convo.
what i expect...HONESTY!!!! if you are talking to me like it might get serious i suggest you act like it...do not talk to me and not back it up.
THE OLIVE TREE
A confused sub came before a wise Master who adored her. She felt that to submit to him would mean she would open her heart to unbearable pain should he ever leave her. She hungered for him and needed him, but was ready to walk away in panic.
The gentle Master knelt her before him and started a tale of love and devotion. As she looked up at him his arms began to widen and open like a large tree stretches its branches to the sky. At that moment the Master appeared rooted to the floor and his impressive size towered above her like a giant tree. Then he began to speak...
The Olive Tree
I'm here for you...now and always no matter how far time and space takes us....
Whether you walk away from me today or you stay and serve me I will not turn from you. I am as patient as time itself; I will take not from you unless you give freely and completely of yourself but I give onto you regardless-- for my love is unconditional....
Like the olive tree that can both feed you and shade you I am there seemingly eternal to your short life on this earth. If you need my fruit to feed your hunger I will give you all the fruit you need... If your skin grows dry and loses its luster, the oil from my fruit will restore it and make it glisten, When you need comfort my leaves will gently caress your face with the slightest breeze, When you need discipline my branches will correct you when the wind blows strong, If you just need my shade to protect you from the sun, my branches will shade and protect you. If you need warmth at night my fallen branches will fuel the fire to keep you warm and safe; if you need a refreshing breeze my leaves will fan you and cool you. You are my gardener. When you submit to me; you tend that which keeps me vibrant and full of life. When you kneel under me an till the soil you give breath to my roots, When you water me, my sap flows strong through me and raise my limping branches, When you soil yourself collecting fertilizer with your bare hands you strengthen me, and humble me with your devotion.
Although my life will go on, life would not be the same without you. Your dedication and unconditional care for me keeps me vibrant and nurtures my very core. The sustenance and protection I give you seems little reward for your servitude. Still the gardener serves the tree from her heart and the tree gives to her heart all that he can!
I am planted firmly on the ground and cannot follow you if you walk away from me.... But be assure I will survive. One hundred years later and two of your lifetimes; I will still be there waiting for you in the same spot to offer you all that I do now.
Stay with me and be my gardener. You cannot get lost in me for we are complementary to each other. I am your devotion, and you give meaning to my existence. Apart we live life and survive; together we bloom eternally! .... As the Master finished his last words the sub cried herself to sleep at his feet. That night, he stood planted there like the Olive tree offering her his unconditional love and protection as she would tend to him with her devotion the next day....and everyday thereafter
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