Greetings Gentlemen.
Let me introduce myself¦
I am pixling and am looking for a disciplinarian. .
I live in Fresno and am bright, creative, clever, witty and fun at parties. Most days, however, I can't find my tushy with both hands. While my driver's license claims that I am an honest-to-gosh grown up I have been told by many that I redefine the terms of arrested development and am actually a little girl masquerading as an adult. I am a textbook case of ADHD and confess to a large lazy streak and desperately need motivation and guidance for me to get anything accomplished. I am tired of procrastinating and letting time and money slip through my fingers: I would like to live up to some of my potential.
I had such a person in my life but his circumstance changed and he had to move across the country. Not only do I miss him as a most wonderful person in my life but also miss the guidance he gave me.
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My Ideal Person:
I am looking for someone male who is local, experienced and has a flexible enough schedule to drop in on me at random to check my progress during the week. The gentleman I seek must be someone whom I can trust to be fair yet firm and will genuinely care about me as a person and understands the ins and outs of giving a spanking. I need someone with strong managerial skills who will be able to help me set up and maintain a schedule and budget since I can’t seem to do such things on my own. I prefer at least a bit of gray on top but demeanor is much more important to me than age.
Now, I warn you that I am not by nature a submissive. Rather, I am a high-spirited brat who needs to be taken in hand and am surprisingly scrappy for such a little creature. To be honest, I really do not like being spanked (and will fight it) but I have found that it is a sure form of motivation. If anything, being spanked emotionally reduces me to a child-like state. However, I am not looking for a daddy quite so much as my own father poisoned that well rather completely. I think the best word to describe my ideal mentor would be avuncular.
I am in a relationship with a very wonderful man so this would be for spankings ONLY (NO SEX) and it is important that my sweetheart trust you as much as I do. He is also quite supportive of this quest of mine so there will be no need for sneaking around or fear of jealousy. In fact, he has become quite good friends with disciplinarians I have had.
While I do realize that this is rather unusual in this lifestyle I have had this kind of non-sexual relationship with several gentlemen and it has worked quite successfully.
I would like to take the time to get to "know" someone before we meet. For me, this is not a game but a very serious venture to help improve my life and I really want to find a good match so I can be a more productive person. If you think you have what it takes to tame me and keep me in line in a caring fashion please send me a message and I shall get back at you.
All my best,
-pix
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