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I apologize for any spelling, and grammatical issues in advance, as i do spell phonetically, and have mild issues with the grammar.
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My self
I'm a shy, nervous person, that needs bringing out of her shell.
A bridge has two ends, i will meet you half way, if you help me, with the first few steps, kinda scared the planks off the bridge will fall off.
I am a submissive not a doormat or slave. I have limits, as well as my own opinions. Submission is a gift, that I would love to give to the Master that takes my heart.
Every one has limits, therefore i am taking a moment to wright mine out here in full.
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Limits That CAN be Broken In Time:
(For these to be broke, I will have to be able to trust the Master fully first)
Breaking Of Skin
Blood Withdrawal
Mass Pain
Permanent Marking
Play (this is only here till i KNOW the person 190% only then i will consider it personal reasons.)
Although i have limits some can be pushed. To enable me to push them, it would have to be with some one i trust 190% + whom I can put my complete faith in.
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Things I like
Exhibitionism (although i'm shy, work with me here people lol)
Threat of Discovery
Humiliation
Rope Play
Mild Pain
Breath play (again need 190% trust)
Pet Play (to clarify being treated like a house pet)
Feeling Helpless in confinement
Big cuddles at the end of any play session.
Fisting
There is Lodes of things I can type out, as to what I like and don't like but that's the compact list, I am still exploring the lifestyle as most are. as i have only been into BDSM 11 years, with no true guidance, only wannabe Masters.
For the past 9 years, I have been in and out of Gorean lifestyles online.
Although I will do ANYTHING for a Master, Gor is not for me, as I have my own opinion, and between you and me.
~looks over shoulders looking for any Gorean Masters, and whispers~ Gorean Masters are not always right!
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Vanilla Interests
Computers
Guitars
Pets ( I got two Hamsters)
Chilling in Chat Rooms
Learning New Stuff
Designing Websites (Message me if interested, we can talk money.)
Cuddling
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My Ideal Person:
The perfect Prince Charming for me
Needs are different from wants,
What we want is not always what we need, what we need is not always what our minds desire...
Here is a little of what i want and what i need.
some one close to my own age.
someone that will not be afraid push my limits.
someone that will give me the after care.
someone that will give me the cuddles.
someone that will take care of me emotionally.
someone that likes the vanilla mushy dating stuff. (corny but yeah i still like the soft hugs and kisses good night, movies, just cuddling up to watch a film with a hot chocolate, hey its the only nilla thing i like give me a break lols)
someone that will control me in the bed room and out of.
someone that i can put my full trust in.
someone that i can give up all rights too.
someone that will try new things with me.
someone that knows when i want to be pushed, and knows when i was to be held back.
someone that will help me out of my bed room and give me the confidence i need to get back into society.
someone that will call me theirs.
someone that will punish me when i start being a brat.
someone i could fall in love with, and that can fall in love with me, and that i can trust undeniably.
i want the kind of trust, where you can tell me the sky is orange with purple spekeld dots, and the grass is pink with violet daisy and i will feel no need to question you. If i can trust you that much, i know you will pull me away from a play or a party that gets too rough.
i don't like to be shared, my body is only for the one that Owns me, but if needed i will break that limit to where i will let others bind me, spank me, whip me, paddle me. BUT i will need my Owner with me at ALL TIMES.
i want that Master that can knock me off my feet, with a single touch, to my body that sends shivers down my entire back, to the point that i feel, with out him i cant breath.
Daddy Doms (if your a daddy dom just keep away from me, i don't want you. i want a lover not a baby sitter
With the right Master the impossible will seem possible, the questionable wont need to be questioned, i'll never feel on my own, even when i am, i will have fully happiness, where i will never need to shed a tear of pain for my past again, only for my present.
a collar to me is like a wedding band, so i ask that no one puts a collar on me, apart from the one that wishes to take my heart.
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