Hello Sir, Ma'am, switches and subs, my name is Esther. I am eighteen, a recent high school graduate and am looking forward to enrolling BYU this fall. I'm somewhat like a lot of people my age - I like to dance, hang out with friends, root for the local football team, go to the movies. I had a 3.83 GPA so I like to think of myself as somewhat intelligent. I've had boyfriends but I didn't put out and a lot of that had to do with my parents.
We're more than just your average traditional Mormon family. My parents are in a D/s relationship and have been so since before I was born which is why much of the D/s lifestyle isn't that unfamiliar with me. It was both of their decision however that during my time out of the house that I would be fitted with a chastity belt, not because they didn't trust me but because they didn't trust other boys. Needless to say, it was a bit difficult to have actual boyfriends who just wanted sex but I didn't want those people in my life.
Now though, I'm an adult. I'm allowed to make my own decisions. If I'm going to be with someone, it's going to be my choice. I'm not going to be bullied into anything but I do know that God will always be first in my life and that I see no reason why love cannot be between two people, regardless of gender.
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My Ideal Person:
I want someone who's comfortable in their own skin, someone who's just as easily funny as they are serious, someone who can take care of money but isn't afraid to spend it on what they want. I want someone who's confident without being overbearing or cocky, who doesn't have to be right all the time but won't back away if they are right. I want an adult over a child. I'm not interested in someone who's just looking for a one-night stand but someone who's looking for a real relationship and understanding about the prospect of me fulfilling my missionary duties when the time comes.
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