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my personal pleasures are driven by fear, pain, and love. it is very hard to find One who has all three desires. i cannot devote myself to just any Master who comes along. i was made for Someone special. in this, i suppose Some might say that i am not a slave. but i can only see myself on my knees, serving, and pleasing my soul mate. i love the idea of having a Master, but feel very uncomfortable calling "Anyone" Master. i believe i should hold that name for my true Master.
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My Ideal Person:
my visions of the perfect Master, are very vague. when i close my eyes and think of Him, i only see His pleasing eyes. He creates wonderful masterpeices all over my body, performs experiments, and then loves me. He treats me like a dog, a toy, and His lover. in Him, i see the need to push my body past any limits that He has set for Himself. because of my love and devotion to Him, everything He does, sends me out of this world. all the pain, all the abuse, and everything that goes with it, i take, i love.
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