Am I a jaded woman? Have I ever felt before? Do I feel now? Those are extremely hard questions to answer and I know on this site I will never have those answers. What am I doing here then, well, I've made some very good friends here, some of them lifers. As for the rest of you guys, well, your just here. Right now I'm just concentrating on cruising through the rest of my drama enhanced life as smoothly as possible. I'm tired of rocky roads, pot holes and cliff hangers. Do I give a dam, not really cause right now nothing really exists but getting up in the morning, going to work, coming home and getting up and starting over again the next day with the sun comes up. Looking for pity, NO. Just my reality for now. Thank goodness it's always 5 o'clock somewhere huh! Anyway, like I said, I've made some great friends here, that's why I stay.
UPDATE: I can't bear to change my intro...I worked hard on that one but things meanwhile have changed. I'm still on my own and most likely will stay that way but jaded..naw...over that. But the quality of men my age are is just hard to find a good one. No one night stands here. Friends are what I meet, if something develops well maybe... just no expectations from this site.
It has been sometime since I have visited this site. I don't dare change my original profile, it can and does apparently ward off evil spirits. I do admit after reading some of the intro titles, some like mine, how inappropriate for this site. I will have to consider changing mine. For now, I doubt there is a serious soul here from what I have read. It is sad.
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My Ideal Person:
What am I looking for, or shall I restate that as to read, "What do I need?" I need a man to hold the reins on me, to subdue me, and shamelessly treat me like the slut that I can be at times. I will be fucked like I need to be but will be controled by that "One" that knows what He is doing and what He wants, and how to rein me in. This is not play, this is life.
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