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where to begin? my name is amber. i'm a pisces. i'm moody. i'm in recovery. i'm fickle. the most precious thing in this world to me is my persian cat, wasabi. she has a smushed in face, like she's been chasing parked cars. she too, is fickle. sometimes, she likes to watch. i wonder what she thinks of her mommy. i wish she could talk to me. well, sometimes, she does, in her own special way. then i remember to take my meds. i'm a little bit crazy. i have yet to meet someone who isn't. i can say this with a certain amount of certainty. i have a masters in counseling. i work as a mental health clinician. i talk to crazy people all day long. they're not always crazy. usually, they're just rude, and feel entitled to free stuff. i'm basically a professional emotional tampon. it's getting old. but it supports my lifestyle for now. i'm an artist. painting was my first love. for the last 15 years, i've been focused on creating handcrafted jewelry. i'm talented. and meticulous. i take pride in my work. there's nothing like the zen of seeing others enjoy and wear my creations. yeah, jewelry is my thing. sometimes, i pleasure myself while watching jewelry television. i suppose it couldn't hurt to invest in more porn. but damn, i do find tanzanite sexy. mmmmm. back to sex. i think, if i didn't have my pesky day job to contend with, i'd very much like to bound and fucked all day long. i love feeling powerless. i love being scared. i love being fisted. i love being mindfucked. you know that line between fantasy and reality? i long for that line to be fuzzy. i want to be convinced. i want to get lost in this. i want it all. i want it hard. i want it vicious. i want to be degraded. i want to be . even gangbanged. i want to feel everything. i want to be numb. i want to be be taken so far over the edge that i forget who i am. i want my boundaries to be pushed. even ignored. i want to be used. i want to be tortured. i want to be treated like a whore. i am complicated. i want to be unraveled. i want my ego to be stripped from me. i am strong willed. i am very dynamic. did i mention i'm fickle? in practice, i'm fairly new to this. but in my mind and in my heart, i've been a very sick puppy for a very long time. i believe there is someone out there for me. someone who will understand me and support these pursuits without the need to pathologize my desires. i believe it will take a very strong, creative and skilled Dominant to put me in my place. Someone who delights in fucking my mind, spirit, and body. Someone who can break me down. i want to be trained. i want to be obedient. i want to serve. i want it now.
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